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ThIs Is mE... birth name erika angelie but erebody yell "e" rockin da crown ov jersey rullin da six oH ninâ areeyuuh, first breath oHn o6.o7 makin dis full bred filipina a sexy lil gemini, livin it up at 5' tall, holdin it down at west class ov o7' jobless but still get dat money $!cha ching!$ {nd yes i get my money legally}, yes yes imma cheerleader {go head nd hate imma b aiight}, winter nd spring track runna, my fav.. b-ball team » miami heat »DWAYNE WADE« football team » vikings » artist » A.keys » I found myself growin up in 1oth grade cuz i kno i'm young but my mind iz on da right track nd i undastand nd def see things more clearly now » i'm very outgoin, nd caring » a s m o o t h talker but yet still focused {gotta b, cuz i wanna be nd do suttin in life!} » i always laugh lol but i mostly laugh at anythin » a lil krazy sumtimes but everybody gotta lil krazy side » i'm not ya average ma' » I juss LOVE to dance! some ppl don't kno but i also like to write » well dats da BASICS ov me... 'one life one luv'
hit me up on aim
x sweet erika x
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love isnt bout findin the perfect person its bout findin someone who makes you the best person you can be
[x].Mari my girl, my sista, my past my present nd my future.. we've known each otha since kdg we've been close as hell since 1st grade nd were still friends now, damn aint chu sick of me yet? lol nah.. but i wanna thank u for all da times u've been dere nd helped me through a lot, ur my otha half, nd da closest thing i have to a sista, u give me lectures when u kno i shouldn't be doin suttin nd u give me props when i deserve it, i apreciate u always havin my back no matta wat.. ur da realest person i kno ma' we planned so many things b4 nd most of da time it neva worked out but i'm glad we stayed friends for this long nd dats why ur my future(if u didn't kno) cuz i can't see my life w/out u in it, ur my party/ study/ advice/ talk/ etc. buddy lol i luv ya girl, nd we gon' get chu a man soon too aiight' [x].T.M.Eyall r my girls!! get us four togetha nd can't nobody stop us in wat we wanna do Thank you four fa erethang! : Toya u was da first person i was actually cool wit nd cool wit me don't neva change ma' even when ericka nd i told u to do suttin ( bout "R") nd u neva did lol i still luv ya thou : Monieluv you could b aiight nd calm one day but crazy as hell da next day lol u kno what i mean "west side" with da lil dance nd how bout "nuck if u buck right" nd u said "nuck if who buck?" ahaha, or lyin to laporta bout us bein sistas nd den him askin ya mom lol, u my half filipina dawg/sista lol much luv for ya : MS. ERICKA lol we was iffy in da begining nah mean cuz "dat grl" (roll eyes) lol but i'm glad we got passed dat shit cuz i got close wit chu nd u've let me kno alot lol or mayb were both rubbin off on each otha, but don't let any1 or anythin get chu down not even "dat boy BDB" lol luv ya grl (even if u got my name lol) [x].Marcusdamn i only knew u for a..yr? nd i feel like i've known u my hole life, i look at chu as a brotha cuz sumtimes we argue (u kno..lol) nd sum ov da things u say u kno i dont wanna hear nd sum ov da things i do i kno u dont care to see but all in all we still push dat shit to da side nd remain close as helllllll (lol) i need to thank you fa all u do nd say cuz even thou i'm hard headed i wouldn't undastand a lot ov things if u weren't there i went to u wit most ov my problems nd told u everythin i respect chu soo much cuz u got to b da truest person i kno, we got real close to losein our friendship last yr, we aint talk for a min. nd i wasn't feelin dat at all but chu kno i had to be da BIGGER person lol nd say suttin first cuz i kno u just as hard headed as me, shit nd u was always on my ass bout my grades nd i'm glad u was cuz i'm doin good as hell dis yr, thank you again sweetheart fa always bein dere nd always bein real wit me' [x].Keithaka yellow bka amarillo (or spadez..roll eyes lol) i kno i should shout u out cuz if i didn't u would tell me to lol sike nahh but yous my main dawg thou i can talk to you bout mostly erethang.. which is weird thou, but i trust you nd besides i got sum shit on you too lol.. muchos gracias keif, you gimme good advice when i need it nd da day me nd mar' had a big fight u was really there fa me when i needed sumbody to talk to, i apreciate dat nd even thou u call me a chinese grl (ahaha) you cool as hell nd a wonderful friend..keep doin u' ey i betta get $5 fa my birthday or a sandwhich shiiet' [x].Jamarwat can i say? we've been through sooooooo much shiet, good nd bad, you mean a lot to me nd i didn't eva (c i didn't say neva) care for any1 like i care for you, i can't even describe how you make me feel i didn't think we would be togetha fa' so long but then again i didn't expect to fall in love with you but when i'm with you anything can happen my love fa you is so strong but wheneva we argue i hate it cuz i don't undastand how da person dats suppose to love me make me feel so bad, sumtimes i just wanna give up nd let u go but i really can't, bcuz how am i suppose to see myself without you? how can i walk da halls in school nd not stop by you nd give u a hug nd kiss like usual, nd when u get a new girl how can i accept da fact dat ur not mine anymore, i won't be able to do it nd i wouldn't wanna take it, but why da fuck would u do things when you kno it makes me mad? dats what gets me i'm soo confused sumtimes u just dont make no type ov sense, but we get through it like always, but one ov dese days i'm NOT ganna b dere mar' i'm not ganna b able to just suck it up nd stick by yaside cuz baby i need u to make dis relationship work too, so if u love me like u say u do then u wouldn't make me feel like dat anymore.. don't get me wrong i kno what i'm sayin may sound bad but my life wouldn't be da same w/out you, ur my heart {nd i can't live w/out a heart right? } ur my everything! i dont wanna lose u nd i b on ya ass cuz i dont wanna keep seein u fuck up ur too good to be fuckin up{nd i can only take so much} ur my one nd only love baby' all i wanna do is hold u..i really do love you nd i can honestly say no one will love you the way i do thank u for all dat u do even da bad things bay' i'm stronga from it nd i'm growin up undastandin things clear..thank u fa everythin
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| APRILo2.o5|saturday
cutz blaztin ; Cassidy - Tapemasters Inc » i 'm a h u s t l a «
Letting go doesnt mean giving up.
it means moving on.
it is one of the hardest things a person can do.
starting at birth, we grasp on to anything
we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will
cease to exsist when we let go.
we feel that letting go is giving up,
quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly.
but as WE GROW OLDER we are forced to change
our way of thinking.
we are forced to realize that letting go means
accepting things that cannot be,
it means maturing and moving on,
no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so.
just have fun.
holding on to grudges makes things even worse.
live your life as it is.
its purpose of karma and prosperity.
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cutz blaztin ; destiny's child - destiny fufilled » b a d h a b i t «
i miss you nd i made a promise so i'll stay by it
» I Love You Mar Mar 
An intuitive entry...
Lately I've been wondering about the progress of relationships in my life. While the boundaries have been widened, I feel that the strength of my relationships as a whole have become tenuous and weak, burdened and damaged by the innumerous problems of life and the mistakes that plague us all.
I remember in elementary school when friendship were simple, but oh so beautiful. Sharing lunches in the middle of the cafeteria; fighting over the clothes to put on my dolls. Being able to infuse our thoughts about that one smelly guy into the pages of diaries with the hollow locks securing them. Simple, yes, but sometimes I wonder how much better my life would be if I could live the carefree existence of a kid in today's life as a 15 going on 16 year old.
One day older, supposedly wiser, and a hell of a lot more judgmental. Even at this point in our lives, we are so indoctrinated with the so-called "rights" and "wrongs" of the society that we live in, and are so biased against those that do not fit within our limitations of a social standard. Our actions are dictated by what our friends, family, and even society tell us. She is un-cool because she wears old clothes; He is unacceptable to have in the house because he doesn't come from a proper family, etc...and the list goes on.
Yes people do adapt to their surroundings, they change as they grow. Some change for the better and others change for the worse. It may not be your environment that changes u completely. But I think every single person has control of their own insight. Sure they may be taught to believe one thing but it is really their choice to follow that example or set their own limits. What in fact is RIGHT and what is WRONG? Some things may be as clear as the sky to see whats right but other things are all up to you. Something you may think is right someone else may think is wrong. It’s all on you. In elementary school, I was friends with everybody, life was good, and the world to me even as a child made s e n s e. So what happened?
With every year that passes, we grow "supposedly" smarter, but does that also mean that with every tragedy that befalls us, a little bit of our innocence and our belief in good works is taken away also?
Knowing wrong from right makes u wiser, but knowing to follow ur own heart is truly wising up.
Don’t you think so?
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